A Ramble Through the Future
I honestly don't even know what i'm going to write about right now, so if I switch directions of this post I apologize now.
Unlike many girls my age who go to my university, I don't worry about my future family. In fact, unlike many girls, i've never dreamed about my "perfect wedding". I don't know what my colors will be, I don't know what dress I want to wear, I don't know the season I want it to happen in. Sure i've been on wedding blogs before, but really other than getting married in the Salt Lake Temple, everything is up in the air. And, I'm okay with that.
Now, let's not assume that I don't think about my future at all. On the contrary, I think about the future a lot. However, my thoughts center around my career, my studies, my living situations, and whenever I think about adding a husband into the mix I always get a little frustrated. Sometimes I find it hard to see how a relationship, then husband, then family, and my studies all fit. Although i'm not 100% sure what I want as my end career, I know that there's a good chance of grad-school involved. Specifically grad-school out-of-state.
Sure I can marry someone who will graduate the same time I do, someone who has a career that can transfer to my school's state, someone who is ready and okay with moving far from Utah. Unfortunately, that's too perfect to be reality.
I know everything will work out in the best way for me, I know there's another way i'm not aware of yet, I know I will be able to do what I love, it's just hard to wrap my head around.
Don't get me wrong, i'm super stoked to grow-up and eventually get married, keyword being "eventually".
The future is coming quickly and i'm just ready to see where it takes me!
Unlike many girls my age who go to my university, I don't worry about my future family. In fact, unlike many girls, i've never dreamed about my "perfect wedding". I don't know what my colors will be, I don't know what dress I want to wear, I don't know the season I want it to happen in. Sure i've been on wedding blogs before, but really other than getting married in the Salt Lake Temple, everything is up in the air. And, I'm okay with that.
Now, let's not assume that I don't think about my future at all. On the contrary, I think about the future a lot. However, my thoughts center around my career, my studies, my living situations, and whenever I think about adding a husband into the mix I always get a little frustrated. Sometimes I find it hard to see how a relationship, then husband, then family, and my studies all fit. Although i'm not 100% sure what I want as my end career, I know that there's a good chance of grad-school involved. Specifically grad-school out-of-state.
Sure I can marry someone who will graduate the same time I do, someone who has a career that can transfer to my school's state, someone who is ready and okay with moving far from Utah. Unfortunately, that's too perfect to be reality.
I know everything will work out in the best way for me, I know there's another way i'm not aware of yet, I know I will be able to do what I love, it's just hard to wrap my head around.
Don't get me wrong, i'm super stoked to grow-up and eventually get married, keyword being "eventually".
The future is coming quickly and i'm just ready to see where it takes me!
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